Sunday, December 25, 2005

xmas without u



This is Xmas
Red Carpet unfolds 4 u
Jingles have filled the air
Carols are sung arnd
Joy Of xmas is ON!

Ship is set on Sail
It will go arnd the world
Reindeer is ready
Santa Claus leaps to caravan
Wishing "Merry Xmas" to every1

But all I wanted in xmas was u.
This heart awaits 4 gifts from u
Without this living cant be defined
Nights are longer then days

Without u there is no life
How to live without u
Nights seems longer then ages without u
Days seems longer then ages without u
This soul awaits 4 u!

I wanted 2 celebrate this xmas with u
It feels so lonely without u in xmas
Y do u tease me so much?
This xmas is so lonely without u
Dunno Wut all I thought
Dunno wut All I wished 4
Dunno wut All I dreamt abt

This heart feels like
candle in wind
Y cant u be here on this xmas?

Saturday, December 17, 2005

simple


Its my life
Shy n cute
Silence saying my words
This is old story
Wounds r healing

Thorns are dead n crushed
This is real life
Pain is dissolving in channel
Channel of happiness.
Its life i m jus living
Life of love n ectasy

I realise it was me who chose
Thorns 2 fall on my path
Minds is place which
Rules destiny of my happiness

Love is coming in my way
Now heart is full of desires
Hope is new form of light
There is no security on this earth;
There is only opportunity.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

life reality



Let those innocent eyes cry blood
Let those fools see immediate lose
Let those ppl die out of sanity
Let those ppl fight small battles
Let them solve battles jus 2 meet war
Fools they are who give all energy 2 small battles
When It is time 2 fight war they just lose
Fools They r who jus feel proud on winning battles
Fool they will be who cant see war.
Let Life never be fair
Cos IF life started being fair
Ppl will stop caring 4 it.
MAy lord bless the souls.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

death toll!



Line betn good and bad is getting thinner
Protector turns in to enemy
Innocence lost to Corrupt
Death toll is on!

Was it personal war or religious war?
Terrorism increases bloodshed more to hell
Toll of young age crime is ever growing
Is it reflection of future?
Death toll is on!

Bad teenagers boys turn in to criminal
Bad teenagers girls get pregnant
Babies who didnt do any harm are born
Born to harm society because of emotional distress
Death toll is on!

Science has grown to limits of understanding
Overloading of population continues
People starve to hunger
Nature reacts to uneven mass of earth
Death toll is on!

Obsession, Perception and Money
Causing broken family & broken hearts
People hibernating to drugs and alcohol
People who turn in 2 future Psychic
Death toll is on!

Tsunami, Earthquakes and Hurricanes will continue
Showing signals of THE END!
Winter will chill enough 2 freeze your blood
Nature reacted against experimental nature of human
Death toll is on 4ever!


P.S read book World Greatest secrets by David Icke.

Monday, November 28, 2005

BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD!


Blood blood Blood!
That all i see
In the end it is just
Blood blood blood!

I hear silence so loud
It makes my ear deft
All i see in the end is
Blood Blood BLood!

Tears, Pain n Shrieks
All I understand happening
Grief tat destroys the soul
Blood Blood Blood!

I see fears in eyes
Powerless human standing 2 pray lord
Asking 4 favor and mercy
But in the end it is all
Blood Blood Blood!

Every1 just pointing finger
Every1 just speaking one emotion
Who is to be blamed?
4 all the bloodshed n bloodthirst
Blood Blood Blood!

I see is dead bodies everywhere
And half dead ppl searching 4 thier
Dead loved one without success
Pain which exceeded it limits to end
Blood Blood Blood!

It tears my heart open 2 know the truth
It is my destiny 2 witness BLOOD
I feel numb n Dead n in the End its all
Blood Blood Blood!

thanks giving


Words werent enough 2 express feelings
Even best of vocabulary didnt describe it
was i enlightened or guilty?
I stood awestruck
Counting things u hav done 4 me
Times I understood what u did 4 me
Times I didnt even care notice what u did

I remember times
I was thanking u for favor
But also times I was shouting at u
I Didnt understand it was
U wanted to do good
I just didnt understand your point of view
Instead of thanking u i shouted
All u did was loving me 2 deepest soul
All u did was good after good

U were always there when i needed words
U replaced those emptiness with words
Words I couldnt say but u understood it
I would cup my face in hands
N u came like ray of light
Just 2 Come ON me n making me stand up

U would cancel work u were doing
Just 2 be there 4 me
I just cant express to u
How muchu do by being jus there 4 me
Open 2 exchange luv i got deep inside me

U were always there 2 share my joy
When I was really happy
I would be over excited to tell u
No matter wut u were feeling
U gave me big Smile
N felt happy 4 me

Its only words n only words
N tat wut all I have is
N tat wut all I can say
THANK YOU!

Saturday, October 22, 2005

MY EVERYTHING


The loneliness of nights alone
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope has seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shining up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
A kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that
I would ever trade
For the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete
For all time For all time
You are my everything

Sunday, October 16, 2005

seasons of love



I don't need a fancy occasion
Or a cheesy holiday,
I don't need any special reasons
To say what I have to say...
Because I will always care for you,
Come rain storms or sunshine.
Regardless of the seasons,
I love you ALL the time!

Friday, October 07, 2005

smile blossomed us


A new day has come
this day have been awaited forever
look what you have done
with broken smile of your
breathed freshness n charm everywhere
charm to holy up the air

you made nature go gaga
rain fell to wash away all sadness
moon glowed seeing you smiling
earth is reflecting your frsagrance

i cant believe your smile
touched soul to happyness
spread all happiness in me
hush of the delight
angels have come down to see u

fun of the sky is coming back after
seeing you smiling and love spreading in u
your smiled killed all loneliness
i am getting addicted to smile of your
it stays on my face all night
makes me feel so beautiful
look what u have done with your smile
and look what u will do when u laugh
when your smile has done so much!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

life without my grandfather

I dont understand y nature does all this?
First he gave me best grandfather i could wish 4,
Grandfather who would love me sincerely with all his heart
Grandfather who showed all affection he could
Grandfather whose wisdom didnt hav word of appreciation

Day by day u grow in his care
Day by day u jus learn whose shelter u r in
Day by day u feel all security in planet by him
Day by day U find a frnd above frnds

One with whom u can share your every happiness
One with whom u can all your sadness with
One with whom u can seek advise in every trouble
One who will show u light of wisdom
One who will say life with his gr8 xp

In childhood he would give away your every demand
He always would lots of chocolates 2 u
He would let u enjoy icecream as much as u want
After u walk a mile n u want more icecream
He would sincerely lend his icecream 2 u
And would walk with holding your hand
And feeling happy cos u r happy with your icecream
In small childhood tone u would jus talk your talk
And he would jus continue 2 smile at what u r saying.

In small time u know only hand u can hold 4 everything.
Mommy will scold u 4 your pranks
So u jus hav 2 run 2 him and hide behind him
HE will scold your mom and then happily sit with u
And smiling on your pranks

As u grow up he is first one 2 honor your success
As u grow up and fail a times his hand will be there 4 u 2 hold
He will understand how u feel and teach u lessons of life
Now he is lil old and wants your hand 2 lead him everywhere
U sometime would support him
U sometimes wont cos u hav other things 2 do
may be play your game or something
He wont feel bad but will jus accept your bad excuse
and jus think he is jus kid let him enjoy his life

He will forgive your every mistake
And reward your every good deed.
with hand of time u pay less and less attention 2 him
Cos u hav millions things 2 do on planet
HOmework,Sports and million other things
He wont claim your time cos he gave his time 2 u in your childhood

He gave all his love 2 me Above any human can expect
U dont value his love tat time
U take it 4 granted
Times when he had grown sick
He would jus tell u tat he is sick
But wont ask anything from u

U would have 2 take him 2 therapy center
and pick him back from it
U feel gr8 cos he soon will be able 2 walk by himself
He will be independant again
he will give u progress of his health

But on unsaid day he passes away
NOw u dont feel as secure as b4
When u fall u wont hav hand 2 pick u up again
I dont know what life will be like now
I dont hav words 2 express how life wil be

But now i hav realised
Only his body has gone
His memory and souls still is in me
he is angel above u
Will not let any harm ever fall on u
Will try 2 give you more happiness
Cos now u hav direct way 2 ask your wish from god
He will jus tell god 2 grand all my wishes
And wait 4 me 2 smile come on my face
And when he will see me smiiling
He will smile again and be happycos i m happy!

Saturday, August 13, 2005

terrorism and war



When love starts dying
When lives fall apart
Air starts getting poisonous
Humanity is what soul want to feel
Nights get wanted over Day

Tears rolls down the cheeks
And mouth gets salty
Bloody veins stop breathing
mouth stop all words
Ears stop listening

Souls cry in silence
Sadness suck up the happiness
Darkness starts eating up light
Even dreams turn in to nightmare
Times when god name is forgotten
A place to hide is to be found



Remorse comes to a shoulder
Shoulder to comfort is needed
But no shoulder can be trusted
Human breaks from inside
Depression flows hand to hand

Soon Trust on humanity dies
Revenge or Sorrow run minds
Power or Anger run the veins
Mind stop Feelings start
Heart is heard over mind

World makes u feel isolated
All known face feels Stranger
NO face looks trustable
Only instinct is truth
Even trust on GOD gets shaky

Flame for Knowledge is thirsty
Why did all this ever happen?
WHo is to be blame for all this?
Soul MInd or Heartly Feelings?

Why did God let all this happen?
And if god was kind
why do innocent feel insecure?
Why do innocent have to die
For cause of some1 greed?
which god granted it!

Thursday, July 21, 2005

forgotten streets

Where those feet would fall roses would groom,
Dimples on your cheeks would glow,
On her curves river would curve,
With her smile crops grew itself.
Those street would be forgotten and left

From whose home afternoon would shine,
NOw at her yard dawn is heard,
Those dark curls would be night,
sometimes u would find her,
In your arms at bed.
Those street would be forgotten and left

Heart is piece of pain.
It is now becoming stone.
is it blind smoke well or closed street?
It is very small moment which doesnt end
MIllion way i burn it,
It doesnt burn away.
Those street would be forgotten and left.
The street where i wont go again.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

fear


I see my fear every time I open up my eyes
When you come around I will try to hypnotize
I talk in fear coz you caught me by surprise
I need to scream or I need to realize

I've been so full of you
Need not to take it
Give me something' else that I can do
How can I disappear?
When I can't even see those things I try to hear

I'm sick and tired of all these games
This game you try to feed me
But it feels the same

Now that you're gone maybe
I can be like someone else
I talk too proud just to let it off my chest
I can't believe I was stuck inside
Been there for so long didn't notice pass the time

They say you'll be all right
But you won't give up without a fight
Things have been so unreal
Give me something else that I can kill
Just one more thing before you go
When you leave just close the door

Thursday, July 07, 2005

moment on

I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength,
happiness and sorrow,for better, for worse,

I will love you With every beat of my heart.
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath

From this moment on I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live I will love you,
I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above

All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live I will love you,
I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment I will love you as long as I live

moonlight


Waiting in the moonlight
For you to lift her veil
Become aware of beauty
Her soul wants to exhale

She breathes a gentle sigh
As stars now gently glow
The magic of the moonlight
Upon your heart will flow

Dancing on the clouds
That burst within the sky
Silently the rapture
Of love you can't deny
Head upon your shoulder

Her sweet scent permeates
Moonlight now enfolds you
Love's magic now awaits
Hear the breezes echo
In the darkness of this night

Knowing hearts are joining
The stars above ignite
Waiting in the moonlight
With happiness to share

Not too far the distance
Reach and she is there.
Whatever love the eye sees
Captured by this day

Scent of sage was calling me
Mountains seem to say
Stop and seek the peacefulness
Of love that always binds
Majestic and enthralling
God's gift to all mankind

beautiful souls



Look into my heart now
What vision calls to me
Window of my soul perceive
God's earthbound treasury

Heart so filled with passion
That fills my soul with ease
Stepping up to capture this
What glory will appease

Mountains standing radiant
With voices calling me
Window of my soul now
Captures tranquil quality

Dimensions of such beauty
The radiance sublime
Miracle of life
I share Is captured for lifetime.

nectar of life

I wonder why the nectar of the flower
Draws the bees and butterflies by the hour.
I think I shall try a drop of the sweet delight
To see if it is as wonderful as I think it might?
Aaah, such sweet flavor greets my taste

As for the next drop I wait.
My senses make full my heart
As the sweet nectar from the flower I sip a part.
My thoughts begin to spin and dart
With images of the sweet nectar of life I see.

Love is the greatest one that is offered to me,
Love from friends and precious family.
Next would be friendship from those I hold dear
Who share their time and special dreams.
They make me feel special and never fear.
A bond of companionship holds us close it seems.

Joy floods my soul as a nectar sweet
When my Savior and Lord I meet
Each day for prayer as His Will I seek.
Peace dwells in my heart from knowing
I am safe in my Savior's care.
Happiness is mine each day by design
Because the happiness I seek truly is mine
As I determine that it is all up to me
To be content in whatever circumstance I may be.
Faith is easy when I found God's wonderful grace
Extended to me Everlasting life with Him

When I believe and turn my face
And accept that free gift offered to me.
The nectar of life is easy as the nectar of a flower to find
When you open your heart to our loving Father so kind
And reach out to share our life with others all around.
Our life will be rich and full with the nectar of life we have found.

shadow of life

As shadows fall across the land
The gentle winds of love expands
It sets our spirits to be free
To walk the path of harmony

With steps we take like softest rhyme
To keep in touch with nature's chime
Upon the earth the heart does flow
With love and peace we come to know
Love to see that's always there
In nature's love a constant prayer
Gentle calm and life be present



In all the love that's effervescent
Beauty that's beyond compare
Sounds of love that whispers prayer
These the treasures life does hold
A miracle of love unfolds.

viva forever


Do you still remember, how we used to be,
Feeling together, believe in whatever,
My love has said to me,
Both of us were dreamers,
Young love in the sun,
Felt like my savior,
my spirit I gave you,
We'd only just begun.
Hasta manana, Always be mine.
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,

Ever searching for the one. Yes I still remember,
every whisper word, The touch of your skin,
giving life from within,
Like a love song that I'd heard,
Slippin through our fingers, like the sands of time,
Promises made, every memory saved,
Has reflections in my mind.
Hasta Manana, Always be mine.
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,

Ever searching for the one.
But we're all alone now, was it just a dream,
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold,
And the secret's safe with me.
Hasta Manana, Always be mine.
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting, like the sun,
Live Forever, for the moment,

Ever searching for the one.
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting ..

heart with time


Heart which doesnt wanna live without u
Heart which doesnt wanna beat without u,
Heart which doesnt wanna spend a day without u,
Time which doesnt pass by without memories.

TIme which doesnt understand the heart
I spent sleepless nights without u,
I stay awake night long waiting for moon
moon which i keep watchin until sun comes over
How shall i 4get those memories which
Heart is gonna remember 4ever

After heart goes away this life will feel useless
Heart which doesnt wannabe without u
TIme which doesnt passes by without u
Like in season of flowers this heart blossoms
LOVE dont care what season it is
Heart is timeless Love never changes...
Heart doesnt wannabe without u
Time which doesnt pass by without u

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

nature against me

why do holidays come
when u dont want them
why do those memories come
which u dont wanna remember
why do dream shatter so badly
for which u dont want them again
why do words get so meaningless
tat u want 2 keep silence 4ever
why do life get so meaningless
tat its not worth living
why do love become center of your life
tat u wanna die 4 it

why do one get so free
tat get time 2 think of worldly time
why do one get so bored of things
tat one dont wanna work hard enough anymore
why do life get so lifeless
tat u need company 2 rest
why do we get sleep sick
tat u dont wanna sleep
why do one get so shy n worried
tat even sleep doesnt put him 2 rest
why do pain get so extreme
tat u cant bear them anymore

WORDLIFE!



words will be words if i dont say them some1 else will.
words r all i got
words create my dream
words create my life
words r wut we human r all abt
Words r wut u feel happy abt
Words r thing which u write in exam n score
words r more deeper then ocean
words r far bigger then any mountains

words will be words
words can be more beuatiful then niagra falls
words can be as sick as death valley
words r thing which human live on
words gonna be in memory
words gonna be part of everywhere
words i dont need 2 understand u

Shania u r my words
Shania BE MY WORDS 2 soul
Even those powerful thing called words
Cant harm our love 4 each other...
Stay in my heart 4ever
Its your home where
u gonna take word life out

we are 4ever

Life may be lively or dead
YOu gonna stay in this heart
Whether I work or play
I m gonna feel u

Words are empty
when u are arnd
When I will see u ,
I wont need words but
your face 2 understand

Pain isnt part of love
for fact I hav always felt happier with u arnd
N yeh your stupid tantrums,
Somethng I cant stop smiling abt.

One life is gonna be so small,
I want 2 stay arnd u 4ever Shania,
I like u 2 my soul
Lets see how strong emotions get
We r 4ever

wordly emotions

days passes 4 nights 2 come
i wait 2 see moon come n
stare moon goin away
still our lives depend on wordly emotions

i lie down 2 think abt u life
which knows no present
future is what i call dream come true
still our lives depend on wordly emotions

starry nights r when soul get restless
nights r when i get tired time
which allows 2 think abt us
still our lives depend on wordly emotions

for all lovin heart on planet
love is wut one wanna live up 2
time which is lonely without u arnd
still our lives depend on wordly emotions

when victory over time
dreams becomes reality
success devours our heart
still our lives will depend on wordly emotions

JUS 4 u

frndship

From infeldity 2 our frndship
words comes in our soul
we sit 2gether aside without words yet
when we apart with feel of best convo toghether

words is all what makes lives talk
but wut 2 do when one name become word
new meaning of old words r felt
but emotions stays the same
smile jus spark up the face
cos i just met u

smiles fades away cos
we r seperated by consequences
whenever any1 sees us together
they feel jeleous
all they feel comes 2 them as jealeosy
cos frnds 4ever r met here

when nature

when did words start getting so hungry?
when did heart started filling up so much?
when did water start flowin from mountains?
when did flowers start blossomin in autumn?
when did sun start rising from east?
when did love start flowin from heart?
when did moon start being romantic?
when did stary skies became sign of sleep?
when did angel start becoming so sweet?
when did people start livin 4 more thirst?
when did emotions start runnin wild?
when did love became center of life?
when did breeze start becomin lovely?
when did winds start understandin us?
when did rain start becoming so cool?
when did music start fillin our loose ends?

I dunno ans 2 above
n will never will
Words would jus be endless
Frndship is life
Life is wut no1 knows
Jus a wonderful experience
Live up 2 my soul

kiss

Kiss is what one lover owe other
Kiss is every heart dilema
Honeyed seal of soft affections,
Tenderest pledge of future bliss,
Dearest tie of young connections,
Love's first snowdrop, virgin kiss.

Kiss the passion of soul Shadowed in moony sky
Lovers love starry night to love n kiss their souls
Kiss the passion of soul kiss is what i describe:-
the fragrance of balsam extracted-
from aromatic trees;
the rise odor yielded by the teeming saffron;
the perfume of fruits mellowing in their winter buds;
the flowery meadows in the summer;
amber warmed by the hand of a girl;
a bouquet of flowers that attracts the bees.
the balm of love;
the first and last of joys;
love's language;
the seal of bliss;
love's tribute;
the melting sip;
the nectar of Venus;
the language of love.

kiss life

Kisses told by hundreds o'er;
Thousands told by thousands more.
Millions, countless millions then
Told by millions o'er again;
Countless as the drops that glide
In the ocean's billowy tide,
Countless as yon orbs of light
Spangled o'er the vault of night

I'll with ceaseless love bestow
On those cheeks of crimson glow,
On those lips so gently swelling,
On those eyes such fond tales telling.
Then to those kisses add a hundred more,
A thousand to that hundred so, kiss on!
To make that thousand up to a million;
Treble this million, and when that is done,
Let's kiss afresh, as when we first begun."

endless kiss

What is a kiss? alack, at worst,
A-single drop to quench a thirst,
Tho oft it proves in happier hour,
The first sweet drop of one long shower.
Oh, that a joy so soon should waste,
Or so sweet a bliss as a kiss
Might not forever last!
So sugared, so melting, -so delicious.

The dew that lies on roses,
When the morn herself discloses,
Is not so precious.
Oh, rather than I would it smother
Were I to taste such another.
It. should be my wishing
That I might die kissing.

mountain love

See the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves-clasp one another.
No sister flower would be forgiven
If it disdained its brother.
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea;
What are are these kissings worth
If thou kiss not me?

It isn't creature born and bred
Between the lips all cherry-red;
It is an active flame that flies
First to the babies of the eyes;
Then to the cheek, the chin and ear;
It frisks and flies-now here, now there-
'Tis now far off, and then 'tis near;
Here and there and everywhere.

my love

I gently raised her sweet pure face,
Her eyes with radiant, love sight filled.
That trembling kiss I'll ne'er forget
Which both our hearts with rapture filled.

Kiss me softly and speak to me low;
Trust me darling, the time is near,
When we may live with never a fear
Kiss me dear! Kiss me softly,
and speak to me law

Then she kisses with her eyelids,
Kisses with her arching eye-brows,
With her soft cheek softly rubbing,
With her chin and hands and fingers,
All the frame of Manuela,
All her blood and all her spirit,
All melt down to burning kisses.

Shania returned kiss and the earth went from under my feet;
my soul was no longer in my body;
I touched the stars;
I knew the happiness of angels!"