life without my grandfather

I dont understand y nature does all this?
First he gave me best grandfather i could wish 4,
Grandfather who would love me sincerely with all his heart
Grandfather who showed all affection he could
Grandfather whose wisdom didnt hav word of appreciation

Day by day u grow in his care
Day by day u jus learn whose shelter u r in
Day by day u feel all security in planet by him
Day by day U find a frnd above frnds

One with whom u can share your every happiness
One with whom u can all your sadness with
One with whom u can seek advise in every trouble
One who will show u light of wisdom
One who will say life with his gr8 xp

In childhood he would give away your every demand
He always would lots of chocolates 2 u
He would let u enjoy icecream as much as u want
After u walk a mile n u want more icecream
He would sincerely lend his icecream 2 u
And would walk with holding your hand
And feeling happy cos u r happy with your icecream
In small childhood tone u would jus talk your talk
And he would jus continue 2 smile at what u r saying.

In small time u know only hand u can hold 4 everything.
Mommy will scold u 4 your pranks
So u jus hav 2 run 2 him and hide behind him
HE will scold your mom and then happily sit with u
And smiling on your pranks

As u grow up he is first one 2 honor your success
As u grow up and fail a times his hand will be there 4 u 2 hold
He will understand how u feel and teach u lessons of life
Now he is lil old and wants your hand 2 lead him everywhere
U sometime would support him
U sometimes wont cos u hav other things 2 do
may be play your game or something
He wont feel bad but will jus accept your bad excuse
and jus think he is jus kid let him enjoy his life

He will forgive your every mistake
And reward your every good deed.
with hand of time u pay less and less attention 2 him
Cos u hav millions things 2 do on planet
HOmework,Sports and million other things
He wont claim your time cos he gave his time 2 u in your childhood

He gave all his love 2 me Above any human can expect
U dont value his love tat time
U take it 4 granted
Times when he had grown sick
He would jus tell u tat he is sick
But wont ask anything from u

U would have 2 take him 2 therapy center
and pick him back from it
U feel gr8 cos he soon will be able 2 walk by himself
He will be independant again
he will give u progress of his health

But on unsaid day he passes away
NOw u dont feel as secure as b4
When u fall u wont hav hand 2 pick u up again
I dont know what life will be like now
I dont hav words 2 express how life wil be

But now i hav realised
Only his body has gone
His memory and souls still is in me
he is angel above u
Will not let any harm ever fall on u
Will try 2 give you more happiness
Cos now u hav direct way 2 ask your wish from god
He will jus tell god 2 grand all my wishes
And wait 4 me 2 smile come on my face
And when he will see me smiiling
He will smile again and be happycos i m happy!