Lonely Self

Time is tiring me out,
I feel mock but not sad,
I feel unloved but dont care,
Till my bazillion laptop is on!

My dreams have started to haunt me,
I want my goals to be accomplished,
Fate may deny it,
Dreams will stay dreams until they come true.

I walk in my bedroom
wanting to never get out,
I am sad to admit,
Maybe I m on path to emotionless life!

I have no friend to talk to today!
Everyday I wait for someone to get online,
So I can buzz them and start banter,
But I m not needy,
If nothing happens,
I start my old habit of reading random.

Time is tiring me out,
I feel mock but not sad,
I feel unloved but dont care,
Till my bazillion laptop is on!

I want to go out and party,
but sadly my town has got no party,
If there is party,
I lack friends to with whom I wanna party!

I sleep countless hours,
I read random blogs,
I perv random profiles,
May be that is best I can do.
Lonely at heart but still have heart